HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZZY MARY ALEXIS!!!! LOL
so my life is now officailly over. not that anyone cares or anything.
i have a very lovely 14% in my english and history class and i'm failing all my other classes too. i'm dropping out. i don't even give a shit anymore. i can't pass so there's no use. however if my mom does get me into this "online school" thing she told me about i suppose i can deal with that.
thank you very much david for making me feel even worse then i already did by the way... shit my burn's bleeding, it itches so fucking bad... anyway he went and acted like he was friggin god or something! cuz you know he's david and he never does anything wrong!
today sucked! i should've never even got out of bed. in art i was lectured cuz of my grades. in biology i was lectured for always being absent and then in health fucking gay ass kyle was doing everything in his fucking power to piss me off. i started crying (no one noticed thank god) and then i went to the nurse. the nurse then got upset with me. idk y i was just sick but everything i did she's like "no don't do that!" idk but i got to come home. on the way home tho my mom yelled at me for buggin her cuz she "was busy". god and now she's yelling at me more. damnit i just can't fucking win today now can i? there are going to be cuts and burns all over my fucking body!
idk about this whole living thing anymore...
my mom has to have surgery. where did this come from? she wont even tell me what its for. this is weird. i feel like i'm living in a soap opera or something, like this isn't even my life. its just not possible. idk. very weird.
ok so she wants to talk to my dad about it first. i can respect that but still. why tell me and then not tell me what it's for... i bet she's getting some kinda plastic surgery or something... ya i bet that's it. | 